If it wasn't enough

On this past tuesday my brother had his second interview with the immigration people and everything was going good until he was missing his i94(the slip you receive when you come in here and it tells you how long you can stay). They demanded it and he showed proof of the receipt he has saying that he paid for a new one but just never received it. The lady (who had been real nice the entire interview) walks out of the room, is gone for five minutes. She walk back in and says "everything checked off right. You'll be receiving your green card in 30-60 days. congratulations!"

11 years.
the first one in my family.
My heart had never pumped so hard.

But tonight, july 25, 2:30 am, i am not feeling as happy as i was.
been talking about when i moved here way too much; not hanging out with my best friend enough; being used after being used after being used after being used; i can't stop thinking aboutsomeone; can't skateboard, can't work out, can't be in shape; money is putting a hurtin on me; i hate the place i used to love; summer is over for me.

All these songs...
All these friends...
All the rides and the couches i get...
You keep me sane you keep me straight...
I could never thank my friends enough.






have heart - the same son
brand new - jesus
lucero - wasted
mxpx - gsf



you suck
i suck